Before that experience, I had often felt the kind of....

“ Before that experience, I had often felt the kind of alone that comes from the suspicion that you are not only genetically different from those around you, but different in your very soul...[then] I was a different kind of alone. I was alone and ashamed of myself...it was no one's fault but mine. ”

Jillian Lauren

From : Some Girls: My Life in a Harem