I suppose this was the first time I had ever felt an....

“ I suppose this was the first time I had ever felt an urge not to be. Never an urge to die, far less an urge to put an end to myself - simply an urge not to be. This disgusting, hostile and unlovely world was not made for me, nor I for it. ”

Stephen Fry

From : Moab Is My Washpot