It's not so easy for people to end their own lives.....

“ It's not so easy for people to end their own lives. It's not like in the movies. There, they do it like nothing, no pain, and it's all over, they're dead. The reality is not like that. You lie in bed for ten years with the piss oozing out of you. ”

Haruki Murakami

From : 1Q84