The idea began to sink in, more than it ever had, that....

“ The idea began to sink in, more than it ever had, that I might be crazy, in the traditional sense of the word. That I might be, forever and ever amen, a Crazy Person. That's what we'd suspected all along, what I'd been working so hard to disprove, what might be true. I preferred, by far, being dead. ”

Marya Hornbacher

From : Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia