The man at the end of the bar was looking at me. .......

“ The man at the end of the bar was looking at me. ... Should I get drunk and sleep with him now? But I could see that I would regret that so much I would want to die after. I didn't want to get involved with anyone, and I didn't want to bear being alone with the warmth left by someone long gone. ”

Fuminori Nakamura

From : The Kingdom